All you people who good things are happening to? All of you folk who have told me recently about situations that I would like to be in but cannot? All of you who have been doing the hanging out thing that I havn't been able to get to? All of you who connect with others, and are loved as a result?
I'm happy for you, I really am.
Just pardon me if I get the odd stab of regret and jealousy. If I withdraw, it's not because I dislike you or feel bad that things are going your way. As happy as I am for you, I cannot escape my own childish, selfish stab of pain.