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August 1st, 2002

The drugs don't work

Maybe I've developed a resistance, or maybe I've developed a habbit, but my sleepy drugs just don't seem to be cutting it anymore. Sigh. It was nice while it lasted, though.

I've got this new system from rapid identification of bugs which I'll get tomorrow. I like playing with new sciencey things, particularly ones that come in kits.

I'm still too unmotivated to passage my bugs - they are probably all dead by now, anyway, but I'll try passageing them tomorrow. Ah, good old tomorrow.

I've also told my supervisors that I want the fairst half of newt week off. I need rest. I need sleep. I need a good 30 hours of final fantasy (we now have copies of 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 and 10 as well as FF tactics all on Playstation(2), and I should play them a bit).

The sad thing is, I'm not exactly too sure what I will do with this time off. Visit the bank, take Bunyip to the vet for her shots, you know, all of that not really very exciting at all stuff. I should do something quirky and spontaneous, but I jst don't seem to have the energy for that anymore. Hell, I hardly have the energy to even see friends anymore. Some friend I am.

Ooo, that was a little melodramatic, even for me. I'm sure it's not actually this bad, it just seems like it is because of the lack of sleep. o.O Everything seems bad after lack of sleep. I've decided that my crapness yesterday was due to lack of solid food, since I had gone two days eating only soup and bread (dipped in soup). I am hoping that tonight I'll eat something a little more substantial. Hope hope hope.

Apparently, my supervisors will talk next week sometime about my money. I am fearful that it sounds like a whole bunch mre of beaurocracy. Maybe I won't get my money. Maybe I'll remain unemployed. Maybe I'll become a bag lady. With a Fendi bag. Or Gucci - I havn't decided.

Ever had that experience where you are so fatigued that words just fall out of your head without making any real amount of sense?

I think I need a hot bath and a hot toddy (heh heh heh - I just said 'hot toddy'. Maybe I should get some crumpet to go with it...). There's just one problem - no bathtub, no toddy. (eeeheeheehee! I just said toddy again)

Well, I must dash off home - we've got a six-monthly rental-agents-are-nasty-especially-when-you-are-a-student inspection tomorrow, and I've got to tidy up a bit.

See ya round