I saw the shining people, I played their games, I was one of them for a while.
And today I have to go in to uni and fess up to my supervisor, and try to work out what the fuck I'm going to do about my student and his lack of results. And about the simple procedure I seem to be getting completely wrong every time I try it.
It's a wicked-bad come down, really.
I want to stay in bed today. I don't want to face anyone or anything. But I can't.