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The mighty Becka doth rant

I used to think that I could take the universe by the throat and force it to give me what I wanted.

Now, all I want to do is stand up, give the universe the finger, and shout "FUCK YOU!!!"

Gah. Stupid everything. Nothing specific, which is kind of annoying, but a generic phase of fucked-off-ed-ness. Sick of work. Sick of 4 Kgs. Sick of being tired all the time. Sick of extracurricular commitments. Sick of people who are still shitty at me for things I did when I was a kid. Sick of all the issues my family has. Sick of being an outsider to everything.

Mmmm - venting. I'm awful good at it.

When my conscience was bugging me about not doing enough work, I told it to piss off, but it got its own back hours later by keeping me up with worry.

I should focus on something positive. At least I'm not hung over any more.


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May. 26th, 2003 02:08 pm (UTC)
Oooh, can I come watch you rant? From reading your post and imagining you saying it all I think I'd find it inappropriately amusing and you know perfectly well how infectious my silly moods can get ;)

Remember, downs eventually reach an upward slope.

Gimme a call/email/carrier pigeon/etc if you want to catch up.
May. 26th, 2003 06:41 pm (UTC)
oooo - carrier pigeon. Technology I can actually realte to.

Sounds like a plan, but you know me when it comes to keeping in contact with people - shit-tastic.
May. 27th, 2003 07:14 am (UTC)
i am not shitty of things you did when you were young, i always found them kind of cute...:)

bahahahahahha you still have a conscience, i keep mine in a jar in the cupboard. i used to take it out on cold evenings to keep me warm, but i forgot to feed it, and now it just smells bad.
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