I am too fed up with the fucking PhD.
So, plan is to look for a job. If I get offered one, then I either defer or pull out entirely. (Well, knowing how I'm all talk, I probably won't actually accept the job... even if I get offered one.)
Crisis point. But you know, if nothing else, it will make me think that I have some sense of control over my life. Which may be what I'm actually after.